My Wishes

• NOT to be admit in hospital again. ( Enough is enough. Sometimes I feel fed up with doctors. Poke needles in me about a zillion times just because they can't find my veins. Its not my fault, it's my sickness. I'm NOT a voodoo doll...!!! Another thing, I HATE medical student doctors!!! Bloody fishcakes!! Ask me so many questions once they know that I was admitted. Same old questions. Don't they know how to search Scleroderma on the INTERNET??!!! Its not that I don't want to help them in their studies in medical but what do I get in return? Why can't they share their notes to those students who don't have the chance to questionaire me??!!! )
• To be able to walk again.
• To have a healthy heart and lungs. NO more breathless.
• Don't want to wear adult diapers.

There so many wishes I wanna type.

* subhanallah walhamdulillah

astaghfirullah wallahu akbar

subhanallah walhamdulillah

astaghfirullah hasbi Allah

di tepi kerinduanku

memandang hampa pada dunia

ku hanya orang biasa

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