Finally I get to sleep yesterday night. All this while I've been up all night and only feel sleepy at 5 am plus. Mother decided to give the sleeping pill that the doctor prescribed but I was sound asleep. She said that depending on sleeping pills is not good. If you want to sleep, sleep naturally. I'm waiting for the sore on my ass to heal and also my butt crack. So uncomfortable when sitting and shifting my ass. Now I know how prisoner feel after they get whack on their ass. Their pain are much painful than mine.

Once the sore is heal, I can sleep, sit, move my ass peacefully. I'm praying that I can walk on my own, stand on my own and so on. I don't want to use wheelchair, diaper or having this tube that poke through my heart's vein. Wonder when they gonna take it off.Who the hell wants a tube stuck on the chest? Nobody. I wanna be normal and free from all the medicine. I wanna go to the mall, movie, library and so on, without wheelchair. Most important of all is school. I get jealous with students lately. Anyway, I am drooling over pizza hut's beef lasagne. The last lasagne that I ate was from Canadian Pizza and it wasn't that good. No taste of cheese.

Why the hell I can't insert image in blogger?!! Grrrr....