1 more day and goodbye 2007. I used to get excited over New Year but now, no. I don't know whats gonna happen to me in the year 2008. Sometimes I get fed up with life!! I feel like I just don't wanna eat all my medicine and rot to death!! I used to skip my medicine last year but now I can't because mother take care of my medication. My parent always tell me to have patience and always pray to God. He is the one that gave you this sickness and He is also the one that can take away your sickness. I can be patience but for how long? There are times I cried because I couldn't take it. I still remember that time when I asked my parent on what if I die before them and my mother said she don't like I asked that kind of question and I should think positive. I'm feeling down right now. Sigh~